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The name is ELY. Pronounced similar to Alley but I don't live in alleys and neither could I be found there. I'm in love with Century Gothic, Tahoma and Rage Italic. And, abit of Freestyle Script. They're famous, like obviously you'll know who they are. I'm a die-hard fan of White, Pink and Gray. A little bit of Black and Green. Not much of Purple. Chocolate and Cheese are my two best friends, they're always by my side whenever I need them.

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Saturday, December 18, 2010, @ 10:19 AM

When Time passes..And you Din Notice,Dun Blame anyone, but Blame yourself for not cherishing it. sigh. I dunno what's going on. WHy cant you just let it go???I know is hard.But you gotto accept it. That is really the max you can go..No matter how strong you are, you cant force it to happen..Cause you will still end up being sad. I dunno how am ii going to put this.But see..LOVE is something you CAN NEVER FORCE. Cause you will never have Happiness. If you really love me, Let me go...I will thank you and appreciate it alot. I had already made it clear to you that..you can onnly be my brother.Though we were fine though.But why must it turn out this way???! I dun mind if that's what you want actually..But DUN REGRET it can ler. Sigh.

♥baby don't you hit my heart
@ 10:19 AM




Sunday, August 8, 2010, @ 9:47 AM

Now, at this moment..Just finished celebrating my kor kor 20th birthday:D 2nd time in my life celebrating for him.Bought him 2 t-shirt.When pass to him for the first time...He ignores.Before this meet jie and kor's frenz downstairs to prepare surprise party for him..after that go home..he open the door, he was flabbergasted.haha:D Den sing him happie bday song:D This moment, i pass him his 20th bday present...He ignore for the first time and went to wear his pants cause he was wearing his boxer..den when he come out again ii pass him he push away, and said:"Just put on the table lah"...my heart was breaking.den he went to off the lights.Third time and the last, ii pass to him saying u must take it with ur hands...Den he finally took it.Den after singing his bday song again..blow de candles he got his present from his "Brotherhood".yuppz:D They gave him a Photo album.THe present that ii wish to receive every year...But, it never happen.I was so ENVY, with both my brother and sister to have so many TRUE friends..who always stay by their side through thick and thins.Unlike me...The pathetic one.Not suppose to be born though.NO wonder my relation and my siblings were never close...How ii wish, ii could have a present like theirs:( Sigh. Tears Screaming in my heart...No one knows.I wish im asleep at this moment...

♥baby don't you hit my heart
@ 9:47 AM




Tuesday, August 3, 2010, @ 2:59 AM

jie, you will never know how much ii wishes this moment will last forever.Today, mummie,korkor, uncle all wanted to cut the cake without u cause u were busy.BUt ii managed to convince them by telling them how much ii wanted to cut the cake with the whole family around.when they finally decided to fetch u den and cut the cake togther..u will NEVER KNOW how HAPPIE WAS.Because..this have been my wish for like 6 years:D After so many years...We like only went out once.And we never seem close like how i always wish.Sigh.NEver mind.NOW, ii know that my wish had finally come true...Thanks alot.take care sis.

♥baby don't you hit my heart
@ 2:59 AM




Saturday, June 19, 2010, @ 3:53 AM

A Complicated Heart

Recently,i have been meeting up with my primary school frenz.Who also seems to be one of my crush last time which ii regretted so long for rejecting to be his girlfriend. after contactin on msn and phone we decided to meet up.So we went studying and slack around. I suddenly feel de kind of feeling i have been looking for last time which ii lost has come back...Den not very long later, he seems to be hinting me that he have liking in me.haiyah...ii like him.BUt im afraid i will hurt him..okieokie.Continue next time.

♥baby don't you hit my heart
@ 3:53 AM




Monday, June 14, 2010, @ 11:39 AM

my feelings..

Actually i do understand why i Dun like my sister friends to talk to me anything about her,Wanna know why?!Cause im jealous she having so MANY good Friends around her whom she can trust.Or can say,They wont leave...Unlike me, Not to a extend where i got no friends,just that i dun have such good friends like her... And how to say. I love going out with her friends cause they are all very Supportive,fun-loving and sporty. And we all know each other afterall, but dunno why whenever my sister is with them, I dun like to join. Cause, Things in my head will start thinking things i DUN LIKE! They will Compare me in some ways...For "new" friends,they will always compare our sister beauty.Definately my sister is better looking lah.I dun denied.Cause my sister is really Beautiful...All good guys will fond on her alot.BUt me,! im nothing. I dun have such beauty like her,i dun have brains, as in im stupid..I dun even have some common knowledge or some things that u expect me to know,i can tell u,dun be shock when i really say i dunno...Cause im really not as smart as your think i am.I'm just some birdbrain.Empty nuts shell... God damm! I hate being compare by people!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!Who really understands me!NO ONE! I'm just some....Rubbish!Know why?!cause im actually not suppose to be born!My brother and sister even said once before,im "POP" come out want...CAN U IMAGINE!!!Wtf...sometimes,ii really wanna be disappear fromthis world in a blink of an eye..But how!

I really wish so much that my relationship with my sister aint so BAD!~Who WANT?!u tell me!But, Why do we often have to fight!why cant she treat me the way she treat her friends...Is it cause ii betrayed her once?! Wtf...That was even a misunderstanding..NOt even betrayed!She dunno me!NO ONE KNOW ME!!!how much ii really cares about my sister,brother or even family!NO one knows,whenever ii cry in darkness ALONE!Do u know how much pain i felt when i grew up so old,My brother sister never even really cares or action prove to me that they care or love me?!i know they will say,"even if we care,she will think we never wad!" or must i say,ii needed them more...From young till now,my brother never give me any birthday present or wishes before,But why he CAn do that to my sister?!WHY!And looking back at those young pictures,DO u see me having a pic with my bro?!NO!that isnt any!WHY?!

im feeling very unwanted at home,Among my friends...I dun want this!I love my sister,brother and parents ALOT!!!But,do they really know how much?!Ask yourself,Will u even buy presents for every single one of them on Valentine day and do a card on ur own,Burning papers over and over again just because the burning sides did not do well,and lock urself in the toilet trying to do ur best LOVE out of it for them,yet they dun really appreciate it and throw it away when they cleaning up?!Hoping so much,when ya down,they are the first to be by ur side and keep u strong?!WHen ya sick,they just do their own thing,play com,tok to friends...WHen ya having fever,headache or difficulty breathing,U let them noe,wanting so much dat they stop doing their things and be there for u?!BUt,they never reacted!!!just say,den go rest lah!or wad..Many times i have fever,Lying in the room on my bed alone in darkness,crying with sorrowful deep pain down the heart,Changing my cold towel on my head alone...i cant believe Upteen times i DID THIS ALL ALONE!!!No one truely cares about me...I dunno!sigh.

I really love my family alot..

♥baby don't you hit my heart
@ 11:39 AM




Tuesday, September 29, 2009, @ 7:44 AM

Randomely blogg:P

So how i wish im not born but sometimes i wish i am..

♥baby don't you hit my heart
@ 7:44 AM